December 2011
2 posts
"You will be proud in manner but tolerant and...
“You are among the few who have true reason to be proud of yourself and the even fewer whose pride would not diminish her capacity for tolerance and generosity.”
A thought
I have noticed something here…
Whenever something happens, i’m the one that suffers.
I have cried tears, lost sleep, been engaged in deep thought about the hows and whys, and I even try to talk to you, to give you reasons and solutions.
This all takes time away from my days..
Now what do you ever do for me?
…you’re too busy sleeping.
Will my tears ever wake you?
November 2011
1 post
Self-Destructive Choices
All I am ever concerned with is the well-being of others..
My interest in the welfare of others is so great that I even lose sight of my own happiness and health.. My happiness sprouts from others’ happiness. However,
I sometimes sacrifice my own well-being for the happiness of others. Which, when looked at from a social standpoint, makes me happy. But inside… I am terribly...
July 2011
4 posts
Progress
I have high hopes for improvement.
Please get rid of what poisons us to Love freely and happily…
Love
I don’t want to be above you, or below you; I want to be beside you.
June 2011
1 post
Hm.
It’s one thing when he chooses not to take your word for things, choosing to see things with his own eyes instead of trusting in what you say…
it’s another when he tells you he’s decided to stop calling you.
I guess it’s every man for himself?
(or woman for herself?)
The turbulence is rising.
May 2011
2 posts
Damnit
I heard all of the bad news I could in one day.
“You’re slightly nearsighted” -Optometrist
“You’re retarded” -ugh
“I’m leaving tomorrow morning” -Mommy
“WAITLIST FULL” -for Math AND English
“We have an econ project due within a week” -Angelique
The Power of Scarcity
“When something is given and then taken away, people get mad; if something is never given at all, they don’t know what they’re missing.”
April 2011
3 posts
There are some things in life
That you can’t control. Don’t even try to, because failed attempts tend to bring misery.
Just go about your day, the way you normally would.
Smile.
And be Happy :)
<3
I Made a Mistake
and I hate that it ruined my whole 20 minutes with you.
March 2011
1 post
It turns into a bigger problem.
When you choose to ignore/mask/deny the actual problem.
Oh and…
If someone is trying to reconcile with you, Please learn how to hold yourself back from making rude/mean comments, because you’re (And to my fucking surprise it’s unknowingly) making things worse. Take in what the other person is saying, TRY to understand it, and then say how you feel. Don’t make the other...
February 2011
3 posts
Common Courtesy on the Phone:
Saying Bye before you hang up.
Or at least actually ending the conversation; both parties recognizing the end of the conversation before hanging up.
I've decided to let it go for a while
Problems emerge from my wants and expectations of this one thing. It shouldn’t be this way…
Solution? A week or so, close of the door.
Tension
Mom
There’s soo much tension between us two…
Maybe because it’s hard for us to understand each other? We’re different, and we question each other’s actions quite a lot…
We’ll grow out of it someday. I Love you
Please stop me from
Killin’ a bitch
January 2011
6 posts
It's the little things...
Even though it seems like it’s something soo small to you…
It’s… important to me.
The worst is that
I bet it hasn’t crossed your mind yet
Oh
K.
Bravo Bravo
For your recurring performance
.
It’s so easy for you to clean/read/playvideogames/whatever and not think about me, but whenever I’m doing something, I’m always thinking of you…
Self
I feel like I have lost the connection with my self.
I miss you, and I know you miss me too…
November 2010
6 posts
Why can't we be civilized?
Respect
Care
Love
Seems to disappear in the heat of the moment.
Hopefully we could grow out of it and become civilized. Become Gentlemen and Gentlewomen.
Spiteful little girl...
I do too many things out of Spite…
:(
Troll
How come the two people that Love me the most…
also Love to troll me the most?
It’s like their damn hobby!
(Yup Yall know who you are!! -cough-Mommy-cough-Najee-cough-)
“11/08/2010 The Day I was Dead”
– FUNNIEST day, I Have never laughed so hard in my life! Me and My twin Jacorey. Hiccups While Dyin’… Slayed, Dead, and Buried.
I'll be somebody.
I know it
October 2010
3 posts
I'm Scared
After realizing this today…
I’m scared.
What will become of us? I guess I’m thinking too ahead…
but…
Would it all end up being a waste of time?
I absolutely hate
Being in an unwinnable situation.
For instance:
When someone does something to you that makes you agitated, you try to address the problem to the other person but instead of hearing an apology, you are confronted with a shitload of rude and unnecessary words. Now you are confused, why would someone throw so much anger at you when you were the one that was initially angry?!? You of course defend...
If there's anyone
That could make me happy in 2 seconds its you :)
My bestfrieend Jacorey
Every time I’ve been in a bad situation and turned to you for help, I am provided with soo much reassurance and soo much help. You always know what to say, you always know how to make me feel better, and I know you are always there for me.
I want to thank you, for ALL the times you let me rant to you and cry to you....
September 2010
1 post
As long as...
We’re
August 2010
3 posts
HangupHangupHangup
What happened to the days when I was actually wanted to stay on the phone…
“You hang up first”
“No you hang up first”
ahaha
I don’t even hear byes…
it’s just “click”
Home Alone
On a friday?
Not my style but it’s relaxing and nice to have some ME time.
YapYapYap.
My brother asked me “Why” so many times, and I never could find an answer…
but I’m here again, sort of dealing with the same shit.
I’ve heard different thoughts by different people on this, and I don’t know why I dont listen?
Maybe it’s because I want a place that’s secure, no games, no lies.
but is this worth it?
July 2010
1 post
“I would hate to have you as a girlfriend… I’d have no freedom with...”
– You crack me uppp
June 2010
2 posts
“Compress your Mess.”
– Best advice, from yours truly ahahaha
People Remember you
for your words and actions…
so watch what you say and do.
:)
May 2010
4 posts
S-Summer!
Promised :)
“Don’t take words seriously”
– Someone said this to me the other day. I couldn’t help but to think of how ridiculously stupid it is.
(well when you said “don’t take words seriously” you probably meant not to take certain words too seriously.)
(but,) Words are our primary use of communication. We use...
“17? …One more Ice cream season”
– You know you Beautiful riight? -ahahaha
Is it too much to ask?
Maybe it is for you.
but hey,
You don’t know what you have until it’s gone, right?
April 2010
1 post
Don't you hate...
Don’t you hate it when you see the damn cops driving by? or just posted somewhere?
You’re happily driving around town, and the second you see a cop…
You start to panic, like oh shit! Even though you didn’t do anything wrong. You just have this feeling as if you’re doing something wrong, or that you could mess up any second and next thing you hear is...
March 2010
5 posts
Watchjussimateo:
Out and about with Christine & Jacorey!
You
You
Are
Hella funny!!!
ahahaha
Quit calling me with blocked numbers…
I Love you
Thankyou
For making me smile,
For the countless laughs,
For being the best!
For always knowing what to say,
For always understanding,
For telling me how much you appreciate me,
For all the fun days,
For all the long phone calls about anything and everything,
For telling me things straight up,
For making me feel better about myself,
For being my twin
For everything..
I am so glad to have you in...
“If anyone deserves to be happy, it’s you…”
– Twin(you don’t know how much that one sentence helped me)
“Blahblahblah Upcakes… wait… did I just say Upcakes??”
– How did you forget to say an entire letter…
February 2010
3 posts
