Christineyy

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Sat May 12

Flee

Containment;

of the thoughts, expressions and words.

Destruction;

from the containment of

all of the above.

I continue to feel

something lacking

I continue to see

others bearing what I fail to grasp(?)

What I learn from

these raging, menacing, observations

Are its illusory characteristics

They are self-made,

self-introduced

and ultimately self-destructive.

Escape;

an expresssion,

an excution made from the inner wil.

Greet him, her

Great

is he or her.

Only made by this one (of many)

escape(s).

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Mon Dec 12

“You will be proud in manner but tolerant and generous.”

“You are among the few who have true reason to be proud of yourself and the even fewer whose pride would not diminish her capacity for tolerance and generosity.”

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Sun Dec 4

A thought

I have noticed something here…

Whenever something happens, i’m the one that suffers.

I have cried tears, lost sleep, been engaged in deep thought about the hows and whys, and I even try to talk to you, to give you reasons and solutions.
This all takes time away from my days..

Now what do you ever do for me?

…you’re too busy sleeping.

Will my tears ever wake you?

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Tue Nov 22

Self-Destructive Choices

All I am ever concerned with is the well-being of others..

My interest in the welfare of others is so great that I even lose sight of my own happiness and health..

My happiness sprouts from others’ happiness.

However,

I sometimes sacrifice my own well-being for the happiness of others.

Which, when looked at from a social standpoint, makes me happy.

But inside…
I am terribly afflicted by this trade-off.

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Sun Jul 17